i HATE bowling~~~

i know i know ... i haven't post anything at all for the past weeks... i have been busy... u know SPM is coming... *poyo je.. i didn't even study yet* fine2... i wasn't studying but i was busy thinking about when i shud start.. uhuhu...

let me just brief u a little about today... well, juz now i slept at 5.30pm till 8pm... amazing isn't? that is not the best part yet... after dat i bathe, pray aaanddd.......... i slept again... *sigh* i wake up again at 9.30pm... i ate and now i'm here... sitting with my legs up the chair.. listening to some songs and sumtimes sing to them..... and blogging... while trying hard to ignore the homeworksss that have been piling up since god knows when.. i WILL do it someday... i just dunno when..

now now.. back to main purpose... i am going to post about wat happened a very long time ago.... and no, it's not my brother's birthday.. if u were wondering...

it's the day where i show my friends how SKILLED i am in bowling.. hehehehe... *grinning sorg2*
ok fine.. i'm not DAT skilled.. ok.. i'm not skilled at all.. but I'M PROUD OF MYSELF... ok fine, i'm not.. geez gimme a break... i'm not good at lying... *"yes mum, i'm doing my homework"*

anyway, this happened last friday... actually it happened last LAST friday... told ya it was a long time ago... but wat the heck.. me, tya, chip, iman, ali and faiz went bowling.. *sigh*...
b4 we got to the bowling alley... we assembly at BK aka Burger king.. this is where ali lended me his Prince of Tennis DVDs.. *which i have only watched one dvd up till now.. sorry, ali.. i told you i was busy** .. this is also where our 'complicated' family starts.. i'll elaborate this some other day..
anyway, then, we move on to DDR aka dance dance revolution, i think.. *wat is up wif all the shortforms*..

and then the fun started when we set foot at the BA.. *ceehh.. nk shortform gak.. uhuhu*.. BOWLING ALLEY... for those who didn't get dat... i DIDN't want to play but Tya drag me into it.. so i have no choice... *sigh..umm thx tya*

we went to our lane and typed down our names.. it spelled out "KASIRK"

• Kaze
• Adam
  
• Shinagi
• Iman
• Rosie
• Korean

gee.. can u guess which one is me?? yup... the last one... *sigh* if u want details, ask my LOVELY friends... *i didn't say i didn't like it though.. uhuhuhuhu*

we play, then play and play.. i can tell u dat i pretty much SUCK...

**oh wait.. it's my favourite song.... (singing along)~~ Cause you're my sun, the moon~~~ bla bla.. dunno the words.. bla bla~~ (oppss.. my sister passed by.. act normal...) phew... dat was close**

ANYWAY, during the 2nd game, adam had to leave so he was replaced by Mualim.. my embarassment level is at the peak... i cudn't stand it.. to top it all off, when i bowled AND the ball went through the longkang.. and all of them cheered and applaud like mad.. *sigh.. thx friends*

just when i thought this day cudn't get any worse, i bowl and BAM!!!~ waaa... i gotta strike... wo hooo... oh yeah, my confidence level was boosted up.. but after 5 tries later, i got soo depressed to bowl again.. bcoz i cudn't get another strike.. well, not even close...

in the end, i think i got third from the bottom... hehehe.. at least i'm not last like i usually get... so YEAYY...

after dat me and tya *ali too* walk around to help tya find a present for her friend.. dat wasn't easy... i never really knew how to shop for a guy b4 so it's wasn't dat easy...
in the end, malas nk cari dh...

to add cherry to this cake, Faiz belanja all of us ICE CREAM bcoz he won b4..... yeay.. Thank You... uhuhuhu.. from McD... and after dat, Iman drove us home... wat is said in that car stays in that car.. uhuhuh... there are SOME things mentioned in there.. but i have no right to spill it out.. i arrived at 7.30pm.. just in time to get ready for my tuition.. we all had tuition that night.. me and faiz had physics at Saujana at 8 while tya, iman and ali had theirs *i dunno wat subject* at eDidik..

that is how the DAY ended...
sigh~~~~
it was fun though..
Hope we do it again.. if we do, Can't wait..
we shud try sumthing else next time.. perhaps sumthing that i'm good at.. *so bole la berlagak skit* uhuhuhuh

Later...~~~~~~~~~

P.S--> this is why i'm not really fond of bowling..

To : My Friends

b4 i start, i would like to apologize to all my frens.. i'm sorry that i AM your friend and you all have to deal with my nonsense everyday..

i know you guys asked me to open up.. well, the thing is i can't.. i have been bottling all my feelings up since i was 10. and i'm not ready to open it yet.. i am in a state where i can't trust anyone including myself.. but believe me, i WANT to trust you all.. you guys are soo nice to me but i'm veerryyy sorry but i just can't..

i know it's hard to understand so to make it easier.. imagine a new bottle of water.. if u noticed i have NEVER open it by myself b4 *or gave up and buy air kotak instead* .. i always tried and then i gave up and ask someone else to help me open it.
this is almost the exact same thing.. i need someone else to help me open up because i'm not strong enough to do so...
7 years of bad experience and memories still remains in my deep deep soul.. i may have seem sumtimes too cheerful and happy.. but inside i'm just a girl who lost the meaning of joy and trying not to let people noticed it...

thank to you guys, the bottle starts to open a little.. and sooner or later it will open up..

To tya,
i'm sorry i made you feel dat way.. it does hurt me whenm you said that but trust me, it hurts me more if you didn't.. *but i do prefer you didn't do it in public like dat.. hehe*
about all those things you said.. i'm not good dealing wif people's emotion.. when you were nervous during public speaking, i was there to support you.. but as always i'm not good at calming people and i'm afraid that you might feel worse...
i didn't know that you felt that way.. my intention was good.. i may have said or made it seem that i used you but plleaase DO NOT think so..
and about the time i called you 'not a good person'... i'm sorry if i hurt you wif those words.. since you were joking, i was joking as well.. and you shud have known dat coz i know how nice and kind you are... please do not take this seriously..

i'm sorry that you have to put up wif me.. if i do anything that make you feel this way again. please tell me.. i will appreciate that..

lastly.. i'm sorry that you are my friend and i'll try not to be an a** anymore..
*i had to write it here coz words won't come out when i'm crying*

to Darshini..
Where R u when i needed you the most?????? *bawling*
i miss you soooo much... you are the ONLY one that cud make me feel better at the times like this... thanks for being my friend.... and tell oneknee to call me sumtimes and DARSH bskkk~~
deebah puuun.. pls come and visit me sumtimes... *muah*





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aaa... new japanese drama~~~~~~~~~~

yup.. there's a new drama coming up..starring *drumroll* Yamapi..... Yeaa~~~ to tell you the truth, somehow i'm startng to not like him... most probably cause of his hair.....i HATE his new curly hair.. thank god in this new drama, it's not dat curly... sigh.. he better change his hairdo soon b4 i took him out of my Fav Japanese GUYs list..

ANYWAY, about the drama..

Synopsis

Kamiya Naoki is a salaryman who belongs to his company's basketball team. Despite his appearance, he is completely weak under pressure when it comes to work and romance. Although he has a girlfriend, he falls in love with a spirited and cheerful woman who is unable to be straightforward...

Cast

• Yamashita Tomohisa as Kamiya Naoki
• Kitagawa Keiko as Shirakawa Riko
• Aibu Saki as Nanami Natsuki
• Kanjiya Shihori as Ebina Mai
• Mizobata Junpei as Hatano Shuji
• Kaneko Nobuaki (金子ノブアキ) as Yoyogi Ren
• Aoki Munetaka as Moriguchi Shuto
• Kanada Satoshi (金田哲) as Kasukabe Yoshio
• Kawashima Akiyoshi (川島章良) as Matsuyama Ryosuke
• Oomasa Aya as Kamiya Yuri
• Sugimoto Yumi as Akita Saori
• Komatsu Ayaka as Kanazawa Shion
• Ogi Shigemitsu as Ashikaga Kunimitsu
• Nagai Masaru as Utsunomiya Toru
• Maya Miki as Kamiya Makiko
• Ito Hideaki as Kawasaki Tomoya

the cast isn't dat great...but good enough...

can't wait.. for it to start.. yeay..*darn..i guess i won't be studying..sigh*



credit: indahu11

can't wait...hope you guys aree as excited as i am..

F.I.T.N.A.H

b4 i start.. i wud like to say hello to readers.. on this fine and wonderful day.. i wud like to say Congratulations to my frens who have killed my inner strength to defend myself..

straight to my point...

ok... to make things straight and for NO MORE misunderstanding... DO NOT i repeat DO NOT believe any of my frens if they tell you anything about me...
coz it's NOT TRUE.. and it will never be..
i repeat again.... IT WILL NEVER BE...

why? why am i the target? what did i do? i'm a nice person *as far as i am concerned*
bother someone else for a change.. and i promise you that i won't interfere unless it's about me...

as for the title.. this is sumthing that i create for my frens...
this is wat they shud say
DO NOT believe me "For I will Tell Nothing but An disHonest answer"
they won't say that.. but they shud have...


i will like to dedicate this to MY lovely frens.....and i beg you to stop... esp to those i REQUESTED
to read this.. *dat's right.. you're one of them*
if u don't, well don't blame me if sumthing bad happens all of a sudden..

and to coming-soon birthday girl, be afrraid.. be verryy afraid...
i know where you live......

----------KEUT--------------------------------

Oh Yeaa~ English Camp is Fun

i've been abit emotional these days so now it's time for some fun.. LAST saturday, me and my friends went to the english camp.. from 8AM to 10PM..

it wass GREEEAAAT~~ so much fun....

Firstly, we started with ICE BREAKING.. *not literally
we get into our groups after randomly choosing different types of candy..
MY TEAM aka victorious *we lost so the name doesn't suit us anymore

• ME... woo hoo. Go me~~
• Hazwan
• Apin
• Farhan
• Shahira
• Ashmalina

they were awesome.. if any of you are reading this, i want to say i'm sorry if i have said sumthing bad or made any of you upset or mad, i do things sometimes without thinking..
and THANK YOU so much for cooperating and being patient for my moodinesssss...
hehehe.. we ROCK... i can't afford to give you anythng to show my gratitude...so enjoy the HAMPER.. uhuhuhu..

backto tthe activities,
anyway, we were given newspapers and were told to paste picures or words from it to express aboutyourself...

this is mine...---->

it's probably blurry coz it's all crumbled up.. hehee.. i wore it everywhere so mmg hancurs..
let me explain--->
firstly, there's a picture of a laptop to show dat i spend MOST of my time in front of it... hehe..
then,the picture on the right is a icecream which i dun think i need to explain about it..
the horizontal picture is a picureofthe 'wild child' movie..to show that i LOVE to watch movies esp in cinemas and Emma Roberts is my fav actress..
the picture at the bottom is a Garfield comic strips.. to show that i love to laugh and that i love garfield...
lastly, the words...
School Holidays---> LOVE them..can't wait for one everytime..
Korea and Japan--> it's part of who i am.. it's like my LIFE and it's also my Dream.. Better go chase it...

we also get to see Adam, Mira, Azrin and Farah talk about theirs..

mira~..she was sooo nervous.. we cheered for her to boost up her confidence..

Farah *form 1* she explained it sooo simple..
so cute...

NEXT.. is Charades...
it's funny to see how everyone played it...
it amazed me how creative each and every one of them..
we get to learn about new idioms too..

then we play stations games.
we each go to different stations to do different kind of games..
MY fav is Gargle Talk.. we have to talk while gargling water..
and our team members have to guess wat we're trying to say.. it's harder than you think...
and funnier than it sounds..
alot of people ended up drinking it or spit it out..
i think that's sammy...


after dat, we played Amazing Race..
the best of them all.. we ran around the school looking for clues..
the first one is at the clock.. the easiest..
the second wasthe english room.. we had to run ALL tthe way tothe 3rd floor and
ran back downstairs to the canteen for the third clue...
the clue was hidden quite well this time coz it took us a while to find it.. and we're the first ones.. yippee..
to our suprised, we found the 6th one b4 the 5th one.. haha.. it took us alot of time to find the 5th one...
then,we made it to the LAST stop.. sadly, the treasure is taken by Durian Salvation...sigghh.. we were the third team to arrive....
this part is whre "China Li" is born.. and also the stepmom thing-y..

NEXT... is BATTLE of the Top scorer..
Sammy and Teddy was one of the contestant..aww.. there they are.....
and the winner is...
*drumroll*
--++SAMMY++--
Congrats~~~
Chukae~~~~
Omedetto~~~~~~

hehehehe... you definitely deserve it...

NEXT, is aerobic..but i dun have any comment on that..

the main event is ******CAMP FIRE****it's not dat big but good enough..
and we get to eat a BBQ~~ woohoo..

early that evening the teacher ask us to make up our own song and we have to sing it at thethe campfire..

here is our song...
Song : I'm Yours (starting somewhere at '1.10' )
Lyrics: Me
Guitar Played by Apin..

Come on over here and sing with me,
dancing and singing happily,
Fill your heart with all the Love LOve Love,

Sit around the campfire to create lovely memories,
we're like one big family,
it's the time to send a night filled with Love Love Love Love Love,

So let's have fun with everyone tonight,
We can not wait, i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time, it's short,
This is our time to shine..

how was it? hehehe.. very bad.. the guitar actually helped alot.. thank god..

the LaST game was POISON BOX..
it was fun and thank god i didn't get it.. uhuhuhu

KEUTTT~~~~~
END~~~

forgot to mention.. i played "dangyunhaji' with mr.chip..and i LOst.. ishhh.. stupid miniskirts topic and i just had to come up with it..
this is not over...i'll be back...
muahahahahaha..
just wait and see..
be afraid.. be very afraid~~~..

P.S-->to all people who tried to speak korean to me, it's "Annyeong Haseyo" not "angyongheyo"
*and no, Mr. chip.. I'm NOT korean*

~DONE~

Song : Together by TVXQ/DBSK

vdeo credit: IciYuki




Japanese kanji

My friend 君は僕のfriend
ひとりじゃない君がそばにいるから
For smile 光浴びてsmile
いつだって　夢は輝いてるよ
愛は未来を変えてゆく　きっと
we can do　いつでも勇気を出して

**Let's get together　心はひとつ
Let's get together　明日も会えるね
世界中の笑顔　集めて　愛し合おうよ
Let's get together　僕から君に
Let's get together　君からみんなに
気持ちが届いたら
一緒に　dance dance alright

Love you　伝えて　I love you
僕たちの毎日　大事にしよう
涙こぼれて　つらいとき　そっと
星を見上げて　信じ続けよう

Let's get together　どんなときでも
Let's get together　きっと大丈夫
暗い夜の空も　光は見守ってるよ
Let's get together　君から僕に
Let's get together　僕からみんなに
気持ちが届いたら
一緒に　dance dance alright

I love you . You're my friend
I love you . You're my friend
I love you . You're my friend

愛は涙を超えてゆく　きっと
We can do　いつでもここにいるから

repeat *

TRANSLATION

My friend~ you are my friend
Because you won't be all by yourself

It's smile a light pouring smile
Even when dream's shining

You keep changing the future certainly
Putting the courage, we can do it anytime

Let's get together As one heart
Let's get together
We can also meet tomorrow don't you think like that?
The world's smiling face gathered the love

Let's get together, from me to you
Let's get together, from you to destiny
When feelings meet, together we'll dance dance alright

Love you, conveying I love you
My everyday makes it important

Coming out densely quietly even in the time
Look at the star, believe it can be less crowded

Let's get together which kind of time
Let's get together certainly alright
See the light and true shining dream in the dark night's sky

Let's get together From you some where
Let's get together From my destiny
When feelings meet, together we'll dance dance alright

I love you you're my friend (x5)

Certainly love keeps exceeding the tears
Because we can do it anytime here

As one heart
We can also meet tomorrow don't you think like that?
The world's smiling face gathered the love

Let's get together, From me to you
Let's get together, From you to destiny
When feelings meet, together we'll dance dance alright

Frienships

**b4 you read this, please do not get offended if you are my friend because this is about how i feel deep inside and not directedd to any of my existence friends.......


first of all, wat is 'friendship'? cudn't quite know wat it is... to understand about the mysterious 'word', i read this poetry..

The best of friends,
Can change a frown,
Into a smile,
when you feel down.

The best of friends,
Will understand,
Your little trials,
And lend a hand.

The best of friends,
Will always share,
Your secret dreams,
Because they care.

The best of friends,
Worth more than gold,
Give all the love,
A heart can hold.

wow...i hurt me everytime i read this poem... how lucky to have a best friend.. i must admit i have never had a friend that i could share every single secrets with and trust her fully to keep it, be myself without hiding any of my habits and know dat she will always be my friend, not afraid to call her at 4 in the morning even if the problem is so small, always be there for me through thick and thin, and much much more..

i have a lot of VERY CLOSE friends and i LOVE them so much..
some of them i treated like my best friend but they never treated me like one..

i have faced BETRAYAL, LIES and BROKEN friendships before.. so i'm so scared to trust or count on someone.. i was too afraid that the horrible feeling of despair comes to haunt me..

yup.. my life is just sad.. i heard alot of people say dat.. welll, i think so too.. my life is just sad..
i dun have a bestfriend to pour every single thoughts to. whenever i tried to talkto my sisters, one of them doesn't really show dat she cares... the one dat does care is not home and have bigger problem to deal with... i dun wanna bother them.

my mum always said words saying dat it's my fault and i shud be more friendly.. but she doesn't really understand.. my mum is VERY friendly even with strangers so i dun think she has the same problem as me..

my brother is a different story.. firstly he's a guy..he won't understand.. secondly, he'slike my mum.. sooo friendly..

so what i need now is a friend... just someone to let all my feelings out so could live my teenage life not filled with tears...

i have always been a friend.. i listen, help and do everything i cud to make my friends happy.. so i know that all of them are my fren but am i their friend? do they see me as a friend? coz they don't really show it..

i wud LOVE it if my fren comes to me when they're in trouble and need someone toalk to.. coz i want to be the person they can always rely on.. the problems is i dun have someone to do dat too..

THE PERFECT FRIEND
© S.J. McGrath

I thought I had found the perfect friend,
But it only took about a week for that to end,
I thought there was hope left in my life,
But as it turns out, it was only added strife,
I thought for once I had done something right,
But I quickly corrected that oversight,
I thought I wasn’t useless or a bore,
But I was all that and even more,
I thought there was a purpose to my days,
But that was only a very short phase,
I thought you weren’t like all the rest,
But like those before, you failed the test,
I thought you would stay with me, at least for a bit,
But you decided it was better just to quit,
I thought life was worth living for a moment in time,
But the life I wanted could never be mine,
I thought the hunger inside had been fed,
But now I know, I was just being misled.
And now I think I’ve found another perfect friend,

How long before my heart is broken again?

dat poem suits me more than the first one... i better stop b4 i break my keyboard into pieces...
please ignore the TYPOs....

if you are or wants to be my friend, please comment.... i bet no one wud.. :'(

CAMP EXCEL

yo... dudess~~~ Whaddup~~~~~~~~~

i haven't post in like three weeks and i already felt like dying.. here's the thing, after my OU trip was my last week of exam... i had my chemisty,physics, est and sejarah on the SAME week.. talk about torture.. i dun wanna go into details coz thinking about it already makes me sick.. ...

now it's my SCHOOL HOLIDAYSSS.. woohoo... bt of course i'm in form 5 so we have xtra class for the whole holidays.. but at leastt we dun have to wake up DAT early...

On 31st May till 2nd June, i went to a camp in N9..



it's for 3 days..

i had to wake up SOOO early coz nk bertolak ke N9...
i tot it was far but not really.. t's like a 45 minutes drive (if you drive like my dad)
when i got there, it was 9.. peegi daftar.. yadda yadda.... kul 10 msk surau for briefing..
la bla bla..(u wanna knw more... u go there yourself la)...
waktu nkk pilih bilik, two girls (they're cousins) ask me to be their roomate.. wat da heck, i'm alone anyway.. one room is for 5 girls *duhh.. of coz girls.. xkan lelaki* we ask another girl to join us *join? r we a club or sumthing?*.. and then we decided nk 4 org je...

when everybody already got their room, tinggal 6 org... the 4 of us and another two girls.. the facci asks us to split..

we said :"alaa..xleh laa"
facci :"satu sekolah ke??"
we just looked at each other..
facci "dh satu geng la ni.. xle pisah..."
we just nod..
facci "okla sbb sy baik so xnk la pisah kn korg"

yeay.. hahaha.. success.. konno2 satu sekolahla.... hehehe.. padahal baru kenal.splitting shudn't be a problem.. hehehehehe

so here's my roomates----->

intoducing 4 BEATIFUL girls... hehehe..
MEDINA, 1994
NAJIHAH, 1993
NAJWA, 1992
and of course ME, 1992

we stay in a chalet..
this is our chalet.. serious lawa giler ba**...

the best part issss...
we didn't switch it off for the whole camp.. hehehe.. sejuuk~~
our chalet is quite far from others.. tu yg besstt~~
our view-->
the guyys xdpt chalet.. muahahaha... diorg nyer mcm asrama.. ofcourse air conditioned..
*not dat i have been in there...juz assuming... hehe

depan our chalet ade swmming pool... on the second day.. we get to swiim in it.. wooohooo.. tapi sekejap je so i didn't join.. mls...

TERJUUUNN~~~~~
i was bored tgk diorg mandi so i took pictures depan our chalet.. lawaa...


u know wat, i ran out of ideas already... xtau nk tulis ape.
they're gonna send a cd of pictures for each of us so i'll write more about this camp when the cd arrived... toodles...~~~

PS. --> to my excel buddies... MISS YOU GUYS ALREADY.....

my First One Utama trip

dat's right people.. i have never been to OU b4... and today.. for the very first time, i set foot at OU... the first impression was "is it just me or OU looks like midvalley wif an extra building for jusco"... it really does look midvalley(a bit) .....

we start our trip (not really a trip wif a lot of people..just me and my sis) at 8.00am coz my sis have work to do at a SONY convention thing-y... (dun ask for details)... arrive at 10.00am... skit giler org... we can't eat breakfast since no stores are open at dat time... soo fine... tunggu jelaa..

gi prepare for my sis's event..yadda yadda yadda...then malas nk ikut my sis anymore.. i set off alone --atiyah can't come.. :-( ---into the OU.. huhhu.that's where the fun starts.. yeay..

whenever i go to any shopping mall, the FIRST thing i wud look for BOOKSTORE.. i dunno y..i will go there eventhough i have no money or no books to buy.. so off i go toMPH (my fav).. it was quite big... i got in and immediately grab a 'seventeen' mag.. (wat? i collect them) then i pusing-pusing looking through books dat grabs my attention..i even went comics books section which i dun normally do...well, it's not like i have anything better to do.... i ended up walking around and around and around the mph for almost an hour...
bile dh penat,i paid for my mag and sit on on chair outside the mph and read.. hahah..(nmpk sgt xde bende nk buat)..

taylor swift is on the cover oh..and i get a free eyeliner..(i dun wear eyeliners.. it makes me look gothic..anyone wants it?)

after dat, my sis called..which means one thing... EAAAAATT~~

igtkn nk mkn nando's.. at the last minute.. we decided to eat at a japanese restaurant..wohooo.. my first time again.. kehehe..

it's called SUSHIGROOVE~


this is how it looks like... very dark and calm.. i like the fact dat the main colour is green.. very 'kak anis' feeling... huhuhuh...

my sister's friend ordered his drink
it's called "bling bling"..(reminds me of someone.hehee)


the sushis have arrived.. it's 'rock and roll' which is beef wif mozarella cheese in it..(top)
and unagi sushi..which is a cmmon type of sushi (they decorate it nicely)



MY meaall.. 'donburi'..
but it has tempura prawns (sooo goood.. very soft and moist), rice and eggs..
i have trouble eating it (braces... *sigh*) but sedaapp gak..


order byk sgt.. ended up x abis..

no worries.. membazir tu xbaik..heheh


after perut dh kenyang, my sister shopping spree begins.. (terpaksa ikut)..i made a rule though.. dat she has to buy ME sumthing too.. muahahahah

we went to FOREVER21 (first) ... we spent hours there.. byk sgt yg my sis nk..i had to come along at the fitting room padahal i have only one and my sis ade 8.. (maximum baju bole try is 5)


waiting for my sis
she's in the next room..main pass2.. huhhuh


while dat, i found this blouse dat i like
but agak mahal for dat kind of fabric.. so xbeli :-(

lastly my sis bought 4 or 5 tops, a belt and a bracelet..

tetibe.. jeng3.. credit card rejected.. oh no..dh laa mahal..
so pegi draw duit... cameback to forever21 (second)..
pay for evrything.and then leave... *phew*
pastu jln2.. stop by here and there to multiple of shops *a very very long sigh*
she just wn't stop... oh well at least bole mintak ape-ape nnt.. muahhahah..

then all of sudden, my sis realize dat her Forever21 bracelet is not in the bag...
*sigh* patah blk... backto forever21 (third)..

then it's my turn to shop..muahahaha... we went to NICOLE collection.. and i found sumthing cuuuuute..i have to wear a jacket so abit panas but who cares... it's rm70.. hey, my sis yg bayar.. she suddenly is kind enough to do dat..


isn't it cuuutte??
uhuhuhuh...

as i was walking, i past DIVA... sumthing attracts me... it's a rantai.. soooooo cute..


bole main plak tu... hehehe... jgn jealous
(btw, kak anis,it's mine.. kalo nk, curi taemin nyer)

i think today was my lucky coz my sis gets a rm150 jewellery from Forever21.. annnndd she gave me a rm50 from dat.. and i picks sum stuff... jewellery from F21 is expensive (so dpt skit)
i dun normally buy these things but hey wat the heck, it's free.. jd perhiasan bilik pun bole...

so we went to forever21 (for the fourth time).. we went there so many times, that even the salesgirl remembered us.. quite embarassing la..

igot all these for free


the top one is rm25, the second was a locket rm25
and the hair band is rm 9..
so expensive.. nasib baik free.. muahahaha

so here's wat i got.. without using my money..muhaaha


i had a wonderful but verry tiring day... blk smp umah kul 7.00pm.. sempat maghrib..

afterd dat, my mum prepare some mee bandung.. yum yum..
it's nice to eat a mother's cooking after a whole day out of the house...


soooo goooddd
come here if you want one.....

ok la... later ... i want to sleeeeep....
gudnite... i mean morning~~ hehee

WeeeeKeend~~~

finally...(jeng jeng jeng)... it's finally THE WEEEEEKEND.......woohoo..

oh wait..darn..i forgot.. i still have 4 papers~~~~~~~~~~ aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~
*going crazy*

you know wat, I'm just gonna forget ALL about it for now.. and staaayyy calm... *forcing a smile*

just now exam agama.. i didn't do so well...(maklum lah..x study).... i didn't anwer Qs about Abbasiyah... aaa~~ byk markah plak tu... *sob sob*

the tajwid Qs are okay.. but byk x sure.. plsss....ustazah... bg markah for effort... *begging on knees*.......... PLEAaasSsEEEeEEe~~~~~~~~

if u haven't notice, i didn't post anything about addmath yesterday like i promised...
i guess i was too depressed about it to talk..
as you can tell, it didn't go so well....

i tried to count no. of question i didn't do.. it was so many dat i ended up counting wat i DID do.
skit je........waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~~~~~~~~~ aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~ *gong crazy again*

i cudn't even say paper 1 or paper 2 better...... due2 susah~~~~~~~~~~

okay2... relaxxx.... xpe2.. bright side... it's the weekend... and tomorrow, i'm going to OU.. yeAY....
i'll write ALL about it tomorrow... huhuhuh.. yeaay..

i'm thinking of watching XMEN..heheheh..jgn jealous~~~~~~

P.S---------> SHINEE's BACKKK.. with short hair.. sooo cute... esp onew... aiyoo..tetibe jd maknae...leader jahna yo.. taemin plak became more girly.... still cute though.. can't wait for jongkey interactionsss....

LK~~~~~~~~~~

waaa... i LOOOOOVE LK~~ woo hoo.. *rolled eyes*

the exam was ummmm....... 'okay la'... sigh... i was soooo afraid x cukup mase dat spppeed things up... and then i ended upfinishing early.. at 1.10pm... (abis kul 1.55pm)

there are 8 question..... FIRST Q was PINDAH RAJAH....... soalan familiar but i gt dat wrong b4 and lupe nk check ape yg salah.. so buatje la... if it's still wrong, then can't do anything about it..(sigh)

second Q was Triangle and hexagon.... it was soooo cute... b4 this, the picures are big... tetibe td, the picture was sooo small.. i had to use a smaller compasses..

third Q was REDUCTION...area ratio.. 2:3... i'm confident wif this one... NAsIb baik study last minute aboutat.. kalo x,hancuuurr..

fourth Q was TANGENT.... the Jy was quite hard.. mule2 blurr... so i did the other Q first... lastly, ble try balik, dapat....... Yeayyy.. i was so happy.. you shud have seen me.. i was smiling sorang2.. hhuhuhu..

fifth was ORTHOGRAPHIC PROJECTION... i haven't done dat in a while... so hopefully betull......my curve wasn't pretty though..plus the flexible curve as dirty so my papers were all dirty... *sob sob*

sixth was ISOMETRY...... it was okay la..i'm not sure betul ke tak la... i tried the curve part so many times.. i spent like half an hour on that.... lastly, it hit me...it like ( laaa... mcm tu ke???hekeleh).... hahaha.. then, i was happy again..

seventh was PERSPEKTIF... i did it at first ok2 e.. pastu i realize.... yaaaaaaaa...salah uunjur~~~~~~~~~i had to erase everything and start again... yup.. the horror.. lesson learn.. we shud ALWAYS check b4 moving on...

LAST but not least... INTERSECTION~~ i had to thank to cg azman for giving us soalan yg not alllll curves.. uhuhuh.. then xyah pecah otak.. huhhuh.. there's only one curve... b4 ths, buat latihan..cone....cylinder.... all CURVESS.. thank god yg ni bukan...

DAHHHH~~~~~~~~~ keeutt~~~~~~~~ itwas (again) okay laaa.... hopefully good enough for an A or even an A1.. huhuhu..keep your fingers crossed......

i'm sure i have waaaayy MOREEE to say tomorrow..coz it's ADDMATH...
wish me luck... hope for the best..

AAAAAAAHHH~~~~~~~~~

OMG~~~~~~~~~ MATHS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

it wasn't really hard but it's just i didn't have much time to check whether they were right or wrong.. pakai hentaaam je la... paper 1 is okay la ...probably because i focused on it sooooo much and i TOTAlly forgotten the second paper...(sigh) during the second paper, for the
area of a sector..i accidentally write 60/100 instead of 60/360............ THANK YOU to teacher (i won't reveal her identity) for pointing it out... i couldn't afford to lose even one itsy bitsy mark.... but then again, i can't guarantee an A....(sorry teacher....... )

there's nothing i cud do now but SCREAAAMMM~~~~~~~~~

aiiyyooo~~~~~~tomoorrrroow ade LK~~ another reason to scream....

but it's okay la coz it starts at 11.25.... compare to other classes(exp ict) dat's starts EARLY in the morning.. huhuhu..THANK GOD i don't have THREE papers to worry about... hehehe

oh wait... oh yeah i still have three papers of chemistry and physics... but da's next week.. so better not worry about dat now...

huhuhh... anyway.. i found MY DREAM~~~~ hahaha..... aalll thanks to kak anis...

before this, i dun have a dreaam nor ambition.. i always try to guess my ambition by my favorite subject which iiiiss~~~ Love chemistry(i don't know y.... maybe bcoz of pn radziah... i understood every word that she taught me) i also LOVE math(but gettingg more invovled and learning FUTHEER maths like kak anis.. i don't think soooo) and LK (sorry.. but i don't want to end up like my LK teacher.. you don't wanna knw more about him)....

LAST but not least, english... i don't know why but when ever i write an essay or doing grammar exercise, i NEVER get stressed out ....seriously.... i aso lOvE literature... i guess i can say i am quite good in english (thx to american cartoons.. been watching them nonstop since i was 5)...

so then i thought.... WHY NOT??? i could do sumthing there..... i first thought of normal teacher.. then my sister introduced me to TESOL... Teachers of English to Speakers of Other Languages...... i can even go to KOREA or JAPAN to teach english. muahahahahah..
rather than (like kak anis said) pecah kepala belajar engineering kat korea.. huhuhhu..

HOPE MY DREAMSCOME TRUE....
I CAN'T WAIT........ WAIT FOR ME... KOREA~~~~~~~~ MUAHAHAHA

p.s--> i do hope virus H1N1 is over by then.. i don't any viruses esp from a pg.. double EWWW...

Hana Yori Dango 花より男子 or Boys Before Flowers 꽃보다 남자

it's hard to decide... both have its good thing and bad... oh well.. let's start by introducing.......

HANA YORI DANGO

• Inoue Mao as Makino Tsukushi
• Matsumoto Jun as Domyoji Tsukasa
• Oguri Shun as Hanazawa Rui (lovE HIM)
  
• Matsuda Shota as Nishikado Sojiro
• Abe Tsuyoshi as Mimasaka Akira

BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS....KKOT BODA NAMJA

• Koo Hye Sun as Geum Jan Di (MAKINO)
  

F4:

• Lee Min Ho as Goo Joon Pyo (DOMYOUJI)
• Kim Hyun Joong (rolling eyes) as Yoon Ji Hoo (RUI)
  
• Kim Bum as So Yi Jung (SOUJIRO) love him..hihih
  
• Kim Joon as Song Woo Bin (AKIRA)

OKAY LET'S START...
where do i start? let's start wif casting... before this, i LOVE hyd.... so they announce DAT a Korean version is going to be out... of course I'm thrilled..i was jumping literally.... then i saw this picture...

it's the F4.. i was like WHAATT?!?!?! there are so many actors.. but why do you have to pick him as my beloved rui... on top of that, he's a newbie in acting... (doesn't even sing very well).. i already dislike him before this drama (hate is a very strong but accurate word)...

so you knw wwat.. i decided to watch it anyway... and kutuk all tthe way.. huhuhuh... ifi cud gabung the cast of japanese and korean ... it will turn out like this...

F4----> DOMYOUJI--->sorry, butt i'll ttake the korean version. Goo Jun Pyo .. i dun really like ***....
RUI-----------> OF COURSE... japanese version.. Hanazawa Rui... love him... and hate the other guy...
SOUJIRO-----> KOREAN VERSION... SEO YI JONG... huhuhhhu.. love him... no offence but the japanese version is a bit yucky..
AKIRA--------> i dun care which one.... both is equally greasy.. so.. anyhing will do...

and the girl... i'll take... MAKINO...... HUHUHUH.... i love hyesun but like my friend, chip said.. abit too old.. plus Inoue Mao's CuUUuute...

these aree my favourite.....

Oguri Shun~~

KimBum

everyone said they dun like kimbum coz he's playboy... No laaaaa... he's very cuute... i can't believe he's only three years older than me... he looks so matured...

for those who disagree with me... observe and compare


NOW.. for the story.. i can't really tell which one i like... coz i am SoooooOoOO bias.... but i hate the fact that dat guy can't really act.... kesian rui.... (making your eyes bigger doesn't mean being madd)... they shud really change and givve the part to sumone else.. sigh...

to tell you the truth, i didn't really watch BOF.. huhuhuh.. i watch and keep on skipping..esp when Soeulmate couple is formed (So yi jong and Chu Gaeul(makino's friend)).. they're SOOO cute... n japanese version, they didn't show the couple interaction and how they end up... but in korean version.. they did... and sooo cute.. mostly skip alot just to find their scene together.. not much but at least ade.. will they be together or not?? you're gonna have to watch it yourself..jeng jeng jeng....

cuuuttte~~~

neway, trying to put my biasness aside, rui starting to like makino in season 2, right? in season one, rui pretend to like her .... in the end rui gave her up for the sake friendship...in japanese v, they are showing how close domyouji are wf rui and rui is a very good friend...

but in korean v, ji hoo likes jan di fromthe beginning till the end.. .. and there a lot times where jihoo looks like a BAAAD friend...

as for the other two... in japanese, mcm x focus...and in korean, they focused on yi jong more... which is a guud thing to me..
yi jong is very moody and has a LOT of family issues... his first love and brother always shows up in the drama to give him more things to worry about... but then comes gaeul... bla blabla... go watch it la.. malas nk taip.. huhuhuhu..

oh..and i hate the fact that people kepton saying dat SS501is popular bcoz of him.. oh.. come on..
i like SS501 WITHOUT HIM...

Overalll, i ENJOY both of it... so is the OST.. japanese ade skit jelagu ost.. but korean ade byk gillleeerrr.. x larat nk donlod... oh well...

dat's it i guess.. if you want to give oppinions.. go ahead.. but FYI.. i'm soooooo bias...

later duuuudes...

English...oOoOoOo..English

~~~~~MID-YEAR EXAMINATION~~~~~

KILL ME NOWWWWW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH.....
STUDY STUDY STUDY


i just had my English mid-year exam... paper1 was okay.. we had to write a formal letter which i think was okay... then, for continuous, i chose no. 4 i think which is "end a story with 'i will never forget him' ..it's not a real story.. of course... i may have made it all up.
it's abit like Bridge to Therabithia(did i spell it right?) where the girl died.. oh yeah.. i LoOOove stories that one of the characters died... but not HP order of phoenix... i didn't want sirius to die..
so saaaad... i almost cried (Oh wait.. I did)... i think i freeze for about an HOUR after reading dat book..
i actually skipped to the last page to see whether sirius came back as a ghost or not.. but sadly..NOO...

okay2.. back to reality..

. i did the 2nd one first cause tetibe ade idea..didn't want to lose them.. so cepat2 tulis..i spend exactly an hour which means i have only 45 minutes to go to write the formal letter..

THANK GOD sempat habis.. when the teacher said time's up... i quickly write 'i will never forget him'... eventhough i still have a LOT to write..

paper 2 was a DISASTER if you ask me..it was FREAKIN' hard.. i was so frustrated that i cudn't get the answer..on top of that, budak lower form tgh susun meja or sumthing, and it was soooooo NOISSY.. uuurrggghhh.... annoying.. so ape lagi... tembak je la.. hopefully betul...


P.S--> PLEAASE TEACHER... I'm a goooooood student.. have some mercy...

anyway.. we wanted to make a TEACHER'S DAY present..but we need pictures of cg Radziah without letting her know.. so I took some..(while English paper 2..huhuh)

haha.. caught atiyah~

teacher reading sabut's essay.. yeah..gud luck trying to understand that..

i don't know wat's she's pointing at.. and whose hand is dat?

darn..caught aufa's hand

sigh.. i was bored


i sat behind ain..

to the side..

that's pretty much it... sigh..

i have some pictures when we did an experiment in physics.. we took ALOT and pn hazrina didn't even notice.. huhuhu.. oh yeah..I'm sneaky~~~~ (pink panther theme)

oh come on.. dat's now how you take a picture.. let me show you the right way..

watch and learn

and dat's how it's done..

thinking of teddy??

konon2 focus la tu

umm.. no comment

the experiment was fun..... yeay.. okay.. fine.. probably i was the only one that had fun taking pictures...but at least the experiment works.. after half an hour dat is..

fatin was scared of sabut..huhuhuh

teacher was so focused.. apparently so was atiyah..

konon je ni.. LOL sabut's expression

Our experiment

Our few seconds of success (16 s).. i warn you to ignore the background voice..




dat was fun while it lasted... ... you shud see how bored ain and ayu were..they use couple of wires to make crowns and and much more..

the wire 'queen'?

the helper

i think the bottle was suppose to be a trophy or sumthing..
notice there's a wire around her body..she's pretendingto be missworld...
yup..i told you they're bored

wow.. my hand is sore from all the typing... i'll continue later since it's already 3.12 in tthe mornin and i have a DENTiST appointment tomorrow... uuurrgghh.. i dun wanna go~~~

dun really have much choice...

till then(hopefully soon)..... toodleess... annyeong~~