**b4 you read this, please do not get offended if you are my friend because this is about how i feel deep inside and not directedd to any of my existence friends.......
first of all, wat is 'friendship'? cudn't quite know wat it is... to understand about the mysterious 'word', i read this poetry..
The best of friends,
Can change a frown,
Into a smile,
when you feel down.
The best of friends,
Will understand,
Your little trials,
And lend a hand.
The best of friends,
Will always share,
Your secret dreams,
Because they care.
The best of friends,
Worth more than gold,
Give all the love,
A heart can hold.
i have a lot of VERY CLOSE friends and i LOVE them so much..
some of them i treated like my best friend but they never treated me like one..
i have faced BETRAYAL, LIES and BROKEN friendships before.. so i'm so scared to trust or count on someone.. i was too afraid that the horrible feeling of despair comes to haunt me..
yup.. my life is just sad.. i heard alot of people say dat.. welll, i think so too.. my life is just sad..
i dun have a bestfriend to pour every single thoughts to. whenever i tried to talkto my sisters, one of them doesn't really show dat she cares... the one dat does care is not home and have bigger problem to deal with... i dun wanna bother them.
my mum always said words saying dat it's my fault and i shud be more friendly.. but she doesn't really understand.. my mum is VERY friendly even with strangers so i dun think she has the same problem as me..
my brother is a different story.. firstly he's a guy..he won't understand.. secondly, he'slike my mum.. sooo friendly..
so what i need now is a friend... just someone to let all my feelings out so could live my teenage life not filled with tears...
i have always been a friend.. i listen, help and do everything i cud to make my friends happy.. so i know that all of them are my fren but am i their friend? do they see me as a friend? coz they don't really show it..
i wud LOVE it if my fren comes to me when they're in trouble and need someone toalk to.. coz i want to be the person they can always rely on.. the problems is i dun have someone to do dat too..
THE PERFECT FRIEND
© S.J. McGrath
I thought I had found the perfect friend,
But it only took about a week for that to end,
I thought there was hope left in my life,
But as it turns out, it was only added strife,
I thought for once I had done something right,
But I quickly corrected that oversight,
I thought I wasn’t useless or a bore,
But I was all that and even more,
I thought there was a purpose to my days,
But that was only a very short phase,
I thought you weren’t like all the rest,
But like those before, you failed the test,
I thought you would stay with me, at least for a bit,
But you decided it was better just to quit,
I thought life was worth living for a moment in time,
But the life I wanted could never be mine,
I thought the hunger inside had been fed,
But now I know, I was just being misled.
And now I think I’ve found another perfect friend,
But it only took about a week for that to end,
I thought there was hope left in my life,
But as it turns out, it was only added strife,
I thought for once I had done something right,
But I quickly corrected that oversight,
I thought I wasn’t useless or a bore,
But I was all that and even more,
I thought there was a purpose to my days,
But that was only a very short phase,
I thought you weren’t like all the rest,
But like those before, you failed the test,
I thought you would stay with me, at least for a bit,
But you decided it was better just to quit,
I thought life was worth living for a moment in time,
But the life I wanted could never be mine,
I thought the hunger inside had been fed,
But now I know, I was just being misled.
And now I think I’ve found another perfect friend,
How long before my heart is broken again?
dat poem suits me more than the first one... i better stop b4 i break my keyboard into pieces...
please ignore the TYPOs....
please ignore the TYPOs....
if you are or wants to be my friend, please comment.... i bet no one wud.. :'(
5 comments:
Although I might have said things in the past which were out of place, awkward, gross, mushy and.. you get the idea, but what I say here comes sincerely from the heart:
Clouds come and make the sky beautiful. The silver lining around them emits rays of hope. The sun plays hide and seek behind the clouds, making dull days beautiful.
But as time passes, clouds become heavier, more dependent. When at last, they succumb to their own weight and let it all fall on you. The brightest days can become dark as rain pours heavily.
And in the end, the wind pushes them away... leaving you there, drenched in their miseries.
I do not want to be a cloud to you, but rather the sun during your brightest, and the moon during your darkest...
Please accept me as your friend.
my goodness chip.
straight to the point dude.
*sigh*
here's how u do it:
dear alyn,
we have known each other for a year and a half.
and through out the period, we have been through a lot.
especially 'mischievious' stuff.
we poke, we joke, we push, we pull and we wrestle.
*good ol times*
ok, maybe you dont do that kinda things but i did.
along with that, i pulled you along.
now isnt that just SWU-WEET!
anyway, back to my point;
we've been in the same class for 1 1/2 years,but i only got to know you closer this year.
we hang out in each other's house. well,yours mostly.
we stayed up late for no reason.
we gossip, we laugh, we cry, but we both tend to hide it.
we make plans together to make things work.
we skipped class together.
whenever we're short of things, we borrow from each other.
we influenced each other,
but im still not a fan of korean/japanese things =p
wohoo i survived!
so wat im trying to say is, even though it's been 1 1/2 year, we know each other pretty well.
i know my mood changes easily,but you still put up with it. you were there when i needed help, when i dont understand something.esp chemistry. you were the one to accompany me everywhere. i know i can be a pain in the ass sometimes,demanding things and all that,but you still stood beside me. so i should be the one thanking you for being my friend.
p/s: apparently im not showing a good example to chip...
haha
*laughs*
*serious straight face*
yeah im learning quite a lot from ur technique..
*grins*
the first part of tyah's speech is kinda like a proposal
*laughs*
"we've known each other for bla bla bla"
friends don't need to explain themselves bcoz they are already understood by each other so...
alynn..u r one of my dearest friends
*sincere face*
or do u wan't me to make a speech too..?? XD
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