HeLLooOOO..... i'm BACK

OK OK... ppl have been complaining about how long i have left my blog.. so FINE.. i'm back.. hehee..
i have been busy studying... hahaha.. yea sure..
FYI, i left that i hate bowling post for a longggg time on purpose. *Ceehh*. to show how MUCH i hate it.. kekeke.. after almost a year of leaving my blog and i STILL hate it..

hmmmm.. what shud i write about???
OK.. i AM FINALLY A UNIVERSITY STUDENT.. haha.. but apparently to ALL the lecturers, they said we r still in the 'kindergarten' of university.. coz the lecturers gives notes, explain evrything in details and we also have tutors to help us.. IN the faculty, we wont be provided with such things sooo AAAWWW~~

My subjects are quite interesting..

let's start wif CHEMISTRY.. if u know me well enough, u would know how much i LOVE chemistry.. but now.. it's hard to say.. everything is TOOO complicated..... so many facts and sooo many formulass... >.< ... it's been 3 weeks and i cant understand anything..

then we have physics.... sigghh~ i dun even want to start wif dat one...

then Algebra and Geometry.. the lecturer said trigonometry is in this subjest too.. i was never good in the subject during SPM days.. so prob be hard for me to get this subject.. hmm... but for now it's still ok.. since it's still simple expressions but i have a feeling it wud get worse..

Calculus.. evrytime we say the subject, most of the ppl wud woaaa~~ ... but for ppl who have actually learned it wud go "SIIIGHH~~"..
it's still fun to do for now coz we get to sketch graphs.. plus, the lecturer is quite funny.. we wont be sleepy.. *OPPSSIEE.. my calculus tutorial isnt done yet >< and yet i'm blogging*

VECTOR.. a subject that students from sains hayat dont learn.. it's basically just vectors.. only more detail n complicated.. i can still understand it soo OKLA.. *for now... ~.~* ... the funny thing is the lecturer sumtimes tells a story IN THE MIDDLE OF AN EXPLANATION.. and then suddenly continues the to explain.. apparently he said kalo die ajar je, nnt cpat habis.. so kne la selit2 kan cerite.. but then in the middle of question? really??

COMPUTER SCIENCE ^_^ ..... another subject the hayat student doesnt learn.. in the beginning, we're learning some binary, octal and hexadecimal... and then selit2 some comp stuff.. we have to memorize the comp stuff.. soo ssiigghh.. the lecturer for this is really fun.. i think lecture about the subject is only 40%.. the others is just him babbling about some random stuff..
once we had to do some head exercise to keep us from sleeping... but in his lectures, we're not sleepy... *FYI, then head exercise is sooooo weeirrdd.. AND i wont demonstrate it to any of you*

OK... dat's wat i learn in UM.. FUN .... RIGHTT? ALL THE SUBJECTS ARE SO MUCH FUUNNN.. *siiiiiiiiigggghhhh*.

I HAVE TO TRY MY BEST... 4FLAAATT~~~ WeEEEEeeEEEe~~~~~~
WISH ME LUCK PPL..... I REALLY NEED TO GET ATLEAST 3.7 TO GET UM AGAIN...
PRAY FOR MY SUCCESS..

GUD LUCK FOR U ALL TOOO... IT WILL BE SOOOO MUCH MEANINGFUL IF WE ALL SUCCEED TOGETHER..

BERUSAHA!!!! GAMBATTE!! AJA AJA!!

**i'll post about my orientation week sum other time... it's gonna be very LONNNG*

ok BACK TO UM I GO~~~~ ><
another week *feels like a year evrytime*

i HATE bowling~~~

i know i know ... i haven't post anything at all for the past weeks... i have been busy... u know SPM is coming... *poyo je.. i didn't even study yet* fine2... i wasn't studying but i was busy thinking about when i shud start.. uhuhu...

let me just brief u a little about today... well, juz now i slept at 5.30pm till 8pm... amazing isn't? that is not the best part yet... after dat i bathe, pray aaanddd.......... i slept again... *sigh* i wake up again at 9.30pm... i ate and now i'm here... sitting with my legs up the chair.. listening to some songs and sumtimes sing to them..... and blogging... while trying hard to ignore the homeworksss that have been piling up since god knows when.. i WILL do it someday... i just dunno when..

now now.. back to main purpose... i am going to post about wat happened a very long time ago.... and no, it's not my brother's birthday.. if u were wondering...

it's the day where i show my friends how SKILLED i am in bowling.. hehehehe... *grinning sorg2*
ok fine.. i'm not DAT skilled.. ok.. i'm not skilled at all.. but I'M PROUD OF MYSELF... ok fine, i'm not.. geez gimme a break... i'm not good at lying... *"yes mum, i'm doing my homework"*

anyway, this happened last friday... actually it happened last LAST friday... told ya it was a long time ago... but wat the heck.. me, tya, chip, iman, ali and faiz went bowling.. *sigh*...
b4 we got to the bowling alley... we assembly at BK aka Burger king.. this is where ali lended me his Prince of Tennis DVDs.. *which i have only watched one dvd up till now.. sorry, ali.. i told you i was busy** .. this is also where our 'complicated' family starts.. i'll elaborate this some other day..
anyway, then, we move on to DDR aka dance dance revolution, i think.. *wat is up wif all the shortforms*..

and then the fun started when we set foot at the BA.. *ceehh.. nk shortform gak.. uhuhu*.. BOWLING ALLEY... for those who didn't get dat... i DIDN't want to play but Tya drag me into it.. so i have no choice... *sigh..umm thx tya*

we went to our lane and typed down our names.. it spelled out "KASIRK"

• Kaze
• Adam
  
• Shinagi
• Iman
• Rosie
• Korean

gee.. can u guess which one is me?? yup... the last one... *sigh* if u want details, ask my LOVELY friends... *i didn't say i didn't like it though.. uhuhuhuhu*

we play, then play and play.. i can tell u dat i pretty much SUCK...

**oh wait.. it's my favourite song.... (singing along)~~ Cause you're my sun, the moon~~~ bla bla.. dunno the words.. bla bla~~ (oppss.. my sister passed by.. act normal...) phew... dat was close**

ANYWAY, during the 2nd game, adam had to leave so he was replaced by Mualim.. my embarassment level is at the peak... i cudn't stand it.. to top it all off, when i bowled AND the ball went through the longkang.. and all of them cheered and applaud like mad.. *sigh.. thx friends*

just when i thought this day cudn't get any worse, i bowl and BAM!!!~ waaa... i gotta strike... wo hooo... oh yeah, my confidence level was boosted up.. but after 5 tries later, i got soo depressed to bowl again.. bcoz i cudn't get another strike.. well, not even close...

in the end, i think i got third from the bottom... hehehe.. at least i'm not last like i usually get... so YEAYY...

after dat me and tya *ali too* walk around to help tya find a present for her friend.. dat wasn't easy... i never really knew how to shop for a guy b4 so it's wasn't dat easy...
in the end, malas nk cari dh...

to add cherry to this cake, Faiz belanja all of us ICE CREAM bcoz he won b4..... yeay.. Thank You... uhuhuhu.. from McD... and after dat, Iman drove us home... wat is said in that car stays in that car.. uhuhuh... there are SOME things mentioned in there.. but i have no right to spill it out.. i arrived at 7.30pm.. just in time to get ready for my tuition.. we all had tuition that night.. me and faiz had physics at Saujana at 8 while tya, iman and ali had theirs *i dunno wat subject* at eDidik..

that is how the DAY ended...
sigh~~~~
it was fun though..
Hope we do it again.. if we do, Can't wait..
we shud try sumthing else next time.. perhaps sumthing that i'm good at.. *so bole la berlagak skit* uhuhuhuh

Later...~~~~~~~~~

P.S--> this is why i'm not really fond of bowling..

To : My Friends

b4 i start, i would like to apologize to all my frens.. i'm sorry that i AM your friend and you all have to deal with my nonsense everyday..

i know you guys asked me to open up.. well, the thing is i can't.. i have been bottling all my feelings up since i was 10. and i'm not ready to open it yet.. i am in a state where i can't trust anyone including myself.. but believe me, i WANT to trust you all.. you guys are soo nice to me but i'm veerryyy sorry but i just can't..

i know it's hard to understand so to make it easier.. imagine a new bottle of water.. if u noticed i have NEVER open it by myself b4 *or gave up and buy air kotak instead* .. i always tried and then i gave up and ask someone else to help me open it.
this is almost the exact same thing.. i need someone else to help me open up because i'm not strong enough to do so...
7 years of bad experience and memories still remains in my deep deep soul.. i may have seem sumtimes too cheerful and happy.. but inside i'm just a girl who lost the meaning of joy and trying not to let people noticed it...

thank to you guys, the bottle starts to open a little.. and sooner or later it will open up..

To tya,
i'm sorry i made you feel dat way.. it does hurt me whenm you said that but trust me, it hurts me more if you didn't.. *but i do prefer you didn't do it in public like dat.. hehe*
about all those things you said.. i'm not good dealing wif people's emotion.. when you were nervous during public speaking, i was there to support you.. but as always i'm not good at calming people and i'm afraid that you might feel worse...
i didn't know that you felt that way.. my intention was good.. i may have said or made it seem that i used you but plleaase DO NOT think so..
and about the time i called you 'not a good person'... i'm sorry if i hurt you wif those words.. since you were joking, i was joking as well.. and you shud have known dat coz i know how nice and kind you are... please do not take this seriously..

i'm sorry that you have to put up wif me.. if i do anything that make you feel this way again. please tell me.. i will appreciate that..

lastly.. i'm sorry that you are my friend and i'll try not to be an a** anymore..
*i had to write it here coz words won't come out when i'm crying*

to Darshini..
Where R u when i needed you the most?????? *bawling*
i miss you soooo much... you are the ONLY one that cud make me feel better at the times like this... thanks for being my friend.... and tell oneknee to call me sumtimes and DARSH bskkk~~
deebah puuun.. pls come and visit me sumtimes... *muah*





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aaa... new japanese drama~~~~~~~~~~

yup.. there's a new drama coming up..starring *drumroll* Yamapi..... Yeaa~~~ to tell you the truth, somehow i'm startng to not like him... most probably cause of his hair.....i HATE his new curly hair.. thank god in this new drama, it's not dat curly... sigh.. he better change his hairdo soon b4 i took him out of my Fav Japanese GUYs list..

ANYWAY, about the drama..

Synopsis

Kamiya Naoki is a salaryman who belongs to his company's basketball team. Despite his appearance, he is completely weak under pressure when it comes to work and romance. Although he has a girlfriend, he falls in love with a spirited and cheerful woman who is unable to be straightforward...

Cast

• Yamashita Tomohisa as Kamiya Naoki
• Kitagawa Keiko as Shirakawa Riko
• Aibu Saki as Nanami Natsuki
• Kanjiya Shihori as Ebina Mai
• Mizobata Junpei as Hatano Shuji
• Kaneko Nobuaki (金子ノブアキ) as Yoyogi Ren
• Aoki Munetaka as Moriguchi Shuto
• Kanada Satoshi (金田哲) as Kasukabe Yoshio
• Kawashima Akiyoshi (川島章良) as Matsuyama Ryosuke
• Oomasa Aya as Kamiya Yuri
• Sugimoto Yumi as Akita Saori
• Komatsu Ayaka as Kanazawa Shion
• Ogi Shigemitsu as Ashikaga Kunimitsu
• Nagai Masaru as Utsunomiya Toru
• Maya Miki as Kamiya Makiko
• Ito Hideaki as Kawasaki Tomoya

the cast isn't dat great...but good enough...

can't wait.. for it to start.. yeay..*darn..i guess i won't be studying..sigh*



credit: indahu11

can't wait...hope you guys aree as excited as i am..

F.I.T.N.A.H

b4 i start.. i wud like to say hello to readers.. on this fine and wonderful day.. i wud like to say Congratulations to my frens who have killed my inner strength to defend myself..

straight to my point...

ok... to make things straight and for NO MORE misunderstanding... DO NOT i repeat DO NOT believe any of my frens if they tell you anything about me...
coz it's NOT TRUE.. and it will never be..
i repeat again.... IT WILL NEVER BE...

why? why am i the target? what did i do? i'm a nice person *as far as i am concerned*
bother someone else for a change.. and i promise you that i won't interfere unless it's about me...

as for the title.. this is sumthing that i create for my frens...
this is wat they shud say
DO NOT believe me "For I will Tell Nothing but An disHonest answer"
they won't say that.. but they shud have...


i will like to dedicate this to MY lovely frens.....and i beg you to stop... esp to those i REQUESTED
to read this.. *dat's right.. you're one of them*
if u don't, well don't blame me if sumthing bad happens all of a sudden..

and to coming-soon birthday girl, be afrraid.. be verryy afraid...
i know where you live......

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Oh Yeaa~ English Camp is Fun

i've been abit emotional these days so now it's time for some fun.. LAST saturday, me and my friends went to the english camp.. from 8AM to 10PM..

it wass GREEEAAAT~~ so much fun....

Firstly, we started with ICE BREAKING.. *not literally
we get into our groups after randomly choosing different types of candy..
MY TEAM aka victorious *we lost so the name doesn't suit us anymore

• ME... woo hoo. Go me~~
• Hazwan
• Apin
• Farhan
• Shahira
• Ashmalina

they were awesome.. if any of you are reading this, i want to say i'm sorry if i have said sumthing bad or made any of you upset or mad, i do things sometimes without thinking..
and THANK YOU so much for cooperating and being patient for my moodinesssss...
hehehe.. we ROCK... i can't afford to give you anythng to show my gratitude...so enjoy the HAMPER.. uhuhuhu..

backto tthe activities,
anyway, we were given newspapers and were told to paste picures or words from it to express aboutyourself...

this is mine...---->

it's probably blurry coz it's all crumbled up.. hehee.. i wore it everywhere so mmg hancurs..
let me explain--->
firstly, there's a picture of a laptop to show dat i spend MOST of my time in front of it... hehe..
then,the picture on the right is a icecream which i dun think i need to explain about it..
the horizontal picture is a picureofthe 'wild child' movie..to show that i LOVE to watch movies esp in cinemas and Emma Roberts is my fav actress..
the picture at the bottom is a Garfield comic strips.. to show that i love to laugh and that i love garfield...
lastly, the words...
School Holidays---> LOVE them..can't wait for one everytime..
Korea and Japan--> it's part of who i am.. it's like my LIFE and it's also my Dream.. Better go chase it...

we also get to see Adam, Mira, Azrin and Farah talk about theirs..

mira~..she was sooo nervous.. we cheered for her to boost up her confidence..

Farah *form 1* she explained it sooo simple..
so cute...

NEXT.. is Charades...
it's funny to see how everyone played it...
it amazed me how creative each and every one of them..
we get to learn about new idioms too..

then we play stations games.
we each go to different stations to do different kind of games..
MY fav is Gargle Talk.. we have to talk while gargling water..
and our team members have to guess wat we're trying to say.. it's harder than you think...
and funnier than it sounds..
alot of people ended up drinking it or spit it out..
i think that's sammy...


after dat, we played Amazing Race..
the best of them all.. we ran around the school looking for clues..
the first one is at the clock.. the easiest..
the second wasthe english room.. we had to run ALL tthe way tothe 3rd floor and
ran back downstairs to the canteen for the third clue...
the clue was hidden quite well this time coz it took us a while to find it.. and we're the first ones.. yippee..
to our suprised, we found the 6th one b4 the 5th one.. haha.. it took us alot of time to find the 5th one...
then,we made it to the LAST stop.. sadly, the treasure is taken by Durian Salvation...sigghh.. we were the third team to arrive....
this part is whre "China Li" is born.. and also the stepmom thing-y..

NEXT... is BATTLE of the Top scorer..
Sammy and Teddy was one of the contestant..aww.. there they are.....
and the winner is...
*drumroll*
--++SAMMY++--
Congrats~~~
Chukae~~~~
Omedetto~~~~~~

hehehehe... you definitely deserve it...

NEXT, is aerobic..but i dun have any comment on that..

the main event is ******CAMP FIRE****it's not dat big but good enough..
and we get to eat a BBQ~~ woohoo..

early that evening the teacher ask us to make up our own song and we have to sing it at thethe campfire..

here is our song...
Song : I'm Yours (starting somewhere at '1.10' )
Lyrics: Me
Guitar Played by Apin..

Come on over here and sing with me,
dancing and singing happily,
Fill your heart with all the Love LOve Love,

Sit around the campfire to create lovely memories,
we're like one big family,
it's the time to send a night filled with Love Love Love Love Love,

So let's have fun with everyone tonight,
We can not wait, i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time, it's short,
This is our time to shine..

how was it? hehehe.. very bad.. the guitar actually helped alot.. thank god..

the LaST game was POISON BOX..
it was fun and thank god i didn't get it.. uhuhuhu

KEUTTT~~~~~
END~~~

forgot to mention.. i played "dangyunhaji' with mr.chip..and i LOst.. ishhh.. stupid miniskirts topic and i just had to come up with it..
this is not over...i'll be back...
muahahahahaha..
just wait and see..
be afraid.. be very afraid~~~..

P.S-->to all people who tried to speak korean to me, it's "Annyeong Haseyo" not "angyongheyo"
*and no, Mr. chip.. I'm NOT korean*

~DONE~

Song : Together by TVXQ/DBSK

vdeo credit: IciYuki




Japanese kanji

My friend 君は僕のfriend
ひとりじゃない君がそばにいるから
For smile 光浴びてsmile
いつだって　夢は輝いてるよ
愛は未来を変えてゆく　きっと
we can do　いつでも勇気を出して

**Let's get together　心はひとつ
Let's get together　明日も会えるね
世界中の笑顔　集めて　愛し合おうよ
Let's get together　僕から君に
Let's get together　君からみんなに
気持ちが届いたら
一緒に　dance dance alright

Love you　伝えて　I love you
僕たちの毎日　大事にしよう
涙こぼれて　つらいとき　そっと
星を見上げて　信じ続けよう

Let's get together　どんなときでも
Let's get together　きっと大丈夫
暗い夜の空も　光は見守ってるよ
Let's get together　君から僕に
Let's get together　僕からみんなに
気持ちが届いたら
一緒に　dance dance alright

I love you . You're my friend
I love you . You're my friend
I love you . You're my friend

愛は涙を超えてゆく　きっと
We can do　いつでもここにいるから

repeat *

TRANSLATION

My friend~ you are my friend
Because you won't be all by yourself

It's smile a light pouring smile
Even when dream's shining

You keep changing the future certainly
Putting the courage, we can do it anytime

Let's get together As one heart
Let's get together
We can also meet tomorrow don't you think like that?
The world's smiling face gathered the love

Let's get together, from me to you
Let's get together, from you to destiny
When feelings meet, together we'll dance dance alright

Love you, conveying I love you
My everyday makes it important

Coming out densely quietly even in the time
Look at the star, believe it can be less crowded

Let's get together which kind of time
Let's get together certainly alright
See the light and true shining dream in the dark night's sky

Let's get together From you some where
Let's get together From my destiny
When feelings meet, together we'll dance dance alright

I love you you're my friend (x5)

Certainly love keeps exceeding the tears
Because we can do it anytime here

As one heart
We can also meet tomorrow don't you think like that?
The world's smiling face gathered the love

Let's get together, From me to you
Let's get together, From you to destiny
When feelings meet, together we'll dance dance alright